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A Boy
Illuminated, Ava Fojtik Popped off my knees like bottle caps & became a boy Daddy crushed Diet Coke cans & I became a boy hands goldfished in the creek—colorful pebble feet Don’t feed her too much or she’ll grow into a boy Flag pulled down from its perch—waved laughing upside down The monkey…
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Somewhere My Father
Bright Nights City Lights, Jackie Phuong Ta the first time i heard cicadas, singing to one another in the dark canopy of trees i thought it was my father snoring, the heaviness of his sleep shaking the walls between our bedrooms & i thought he was alive then, thought we were there home, only. only we…
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Fridge Magnets
The Grass is Never Greener, Vinnie Hagar I start with the IKEA bookshelf I bought to display the volumes of Vonnegut and Fitzgerald and Nabokov that my brother gave me when I graduated. I pull all the books out and throw them into an old grocery bag and then I disassemble the shelf until it is…
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Girl on Girl on Fire
Late Onset Adolescence, Breck Hickman On fire I’m unfuckable, I’m war bridegroom, the knife piloting the wound. I’m the eye bleeding sight. The screen scabbing over me, the camera angled for entry. I hook you like a lure. I storyboard origin: where a girl grows from god’s side wound & my mouth mentors her pleasure. Turn…
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Small on a Binary Train
Defense Mechanism 3, Elizabeth Ellenwood I don’t remember being asked. I don’t remember even being told. I just woke up aboard this train, so far from home. And I’m afraid because I’m too small. I don’t know where we’re going. Daddy blew up these red balloons just for me. He said, “What good is…
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Paloma
Two Rivers Meet, Rebecca Turnbull Maná booms from the CD player, making the walls quake and water drip from the showerhead. Mom throws the towel over my head, drying my hair, my cheeks – still heavy with baby fat. “My little angel, you’re getting so big,” she says, voice unsteady. She jumps when a slam…
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Lament for the Dead
Shadows, Amanda Wisbeck Your son isn’t crying. The crowd shuffles along, their suits and black dresses a stark contrast against the bright blue sky and beaming sun. Your wife walks beside you, her face empty and her fingers clenched around sodden tissues. There are thick circles under her eyes; her lips are in a thin line.…
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On Light
Flickering Strings of Love, Paul Knight I love you the most watching you get pushed around in a crowd of people while a band plays— Your hair glued to your sweaty face. I watch your mouth contort as you sing along and I think: this is what desire feels like. After the concert, we stand…
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In the Index of My Days
Rise, Meg Jenson I. lichen, cold mornings, earth, my mother, sleepy afternoons, songbirds in canopy II. i have been driving for miles & miles, always this back & forth between us, i want to tell you that the yellow flower-weeds have started growing in walkway cracks again III. i am blissful in sitting, in sitting around…
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A Body in Rice
I Believe in Laundry, Julia Tasho I don’t believe in God, But mother tells me to pray We don’t go to chùa or burn red marks on our backs. But we must believe in love. Ancestral love leans forward expectantly Peeking into our cities. Hushed tones undercut loud gongs That beckon them to come in.…
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Medical Observations
Element of Speech, Bethany Dudek Day 1, February 1999 First observation of symptoms. Subject is a Caucasian male, 3 years old as of today (February 20th), outwardly healthy, one younger brother. Plays relatively well with other children, no observable developmental disabilities. No general symptoms that can be easily correlated to any standard physical disorder. However,…
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Let Her
Illuminated, Ava Fojtik Fuck the heal-toe method. This rebel flat-foots, ‘n’ pancake-slaps the shit-zoo out of her sidewalk. Balancing herself over the concrete edge, like some acrobat holding her lover’s hands while she tumbles through the thin air. Pausing only for a half-second to catch her breath, She’s a left out-fielder runnin’ with her tongue…
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Beauty Sleep
Nature Administers a Rorschach Test, Margaret May 1 I pull my voice recorder out of my pocket, and press the red button. “Hi, mom,” I whisper, not wanting to disturb the peace, “one time, you asked me what the mountains sound like.” I pause to outstretch the recorder in my palm and add, “well, here…
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Celestial
For Sale, Jess Mezzi In Spanish, the word for “moon” and “sun” are feminine and masculine, respectively. My mother told me it was because the moon represents women and the sun represents men. “Women,” she said, “are supposed to be mysterious. They change. They’re deep and emotional.” And I loved that comparison. At night, I…
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A Liturgy of Hours
Study of Myself, Bella Pozo The bell above the chapel does not ring anymore. Midnight comes and goes with no herald. Sister Mary Monica is used to silence, but she misses the bell. She doesn’t need it to wake her. After fifty-seven years, her body knows its schedule – Matins, then back to…
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Anna May Wong Stars in a Silent Film
Girl, Azure Arnot After Sally Wen Mao All I remember is the glare of cameras. Every mouth I’ve met is a flight risk which is to say that no one will kiss me offscreen. Instead, I am propped up against a slick of women. Men like me most this way: a duplicate, voice…
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Downstairs
Warped, Rachel Donohue When the distance between the bottom of the steps and the edge of her bed was too far for her to travel, I made the journey happily and often. After bounding up the carpeted stairs on all fours and pushing her door open, I found my mother propped up on a throne of…
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The Sierra County Fair
Grandma’s Cupcake Stand, Jessica Ashworth As an adult, Desmond P. Merina will claim that Sunday, October 6, 1991 is the most significant day of his life because it is the day he causes a catastrophic bouncy castle collapse at the Sierra County Fair in Truth or Consequences, New Mexico. He is seven years old, and his…
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Night Terrors
Bright Nights City Lights, Jackie Phuong Ta I woke up to the cooing Of a warm voice, That reminded me Of my mother And felt a chilliness Of a hand on my Feverish forehead. So cold. I imagined I was twelve, Holding my mother’s hand Late night at the bus stop Under the…
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Garden of Eden
We Sleep the Same, Kate Drakulic What magic there was in eating your green beans that made you grow through the night as you slept sweet and curled into dark like cocoons— I am in love with that trickery, love is not love but trickery, whomever is willing to be coaxed toward…
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Journey to Discovery
ano nakikita Mo?, harana After a few minutes of watching people walk through the cold wind my now ex asked me if I was ready. We were waiting to walk in to the pharmacy to get my first prescription of T, we had been here five times in the last four days. Each…
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died, 2016
Say a Prayer, Mikaela Rae Antoigue In 2016, my grandparents’ dog died. He was an old dog, covered with warts, and they had to put him down due to his misery. Some time later, their other dog died, presumably of grief. In 2016, Star Trek actor Anton Yelchin died. He was getting his…