• Rapid

    Rapid

    Emerge, Meagan Dwyer [Trigger Warning: Graphic discussion of suicidal ideation and self harm] When I was seventeen, I wanted to die. There was something terrifying about it, more terrifying than the depression or the self-harm, something about wanting to end everything and realizing I actually could was frightening. And yet soothing. I was in control for…

  • Black Man Floating

    Black Man Floating

    Dreamscape II, Meagan Dwyer [Trigger Warning: Depiction of death] “if a man cannot drown in his struggles, at least he can float for a while” black folk be boat be shipwrecked be sinking be [w]hole in bottom be covered in water  be sinking black folk be  swallowing sorrow today and tomorrow be dreaming of days…

  • Fidelidad

    Fidelidad

    Blue, Linnea Shurig       I watch her cracked, leather hands dig deep in distilled earth soft from water long gone her voice softer still   ‘fiel es el Senor’ faithful is the lord she hums silently, bending her hunched back over Creation smiling through aches   grandmother, sending praises up as she digs deeper…

  • In the Dark

    In the Dark

    Radioactive Beach Hypothesis Illustration, Elly Call [Trigger Warning: Graphic depictions of injury, death, and cannibalism] Todd shouted as he felt the bike slam back down to the earth, pumping his legs to keep up his momentum. “I can’t believe no one goes here!” he shouted over his shoulder. “That’s what Ryan said!” Tucker shouted back,…

  • Pages

    Pages

    Conch Shell, Alessandra Leo   Folded into you, ardent asymmetry. What harmonious origami of bare skin and paper-white bed sheets. Our pages such jigsaw canvases, smoothed-over here, crumpled there, our ripped edges in union- such indulgent dichotomies.   All creases and delicate synchronization, warmth and earnest loving- a testament to miracles to be so crisply perforated…

  • Folding Blankets

    Folding Blankets

    Hand, Kaitlyn Fitzgerald [Trigger Warning: Brief mention of a stillbirth] Two bleary, beady eyes were regarding me steadfastly. The mass that framed them, the rounded head of the thing had, one might say, a face. There was a mouth under the eyes, the lip of which quivered and panted and dripped saliva. The whole creature squirmed…

  • Debt to Bees

    Debt to Bees

    Bee Girl, Kate Mitchell     I am the woman bending on a busy sidewalk to scoop up the pests, the one pulling her car over on the 101 freeway to help one off of the windshield wiper and into some nearby bushes. I am the first to pry them from the shirts of panicked friends…

  • Sloppy

    Sloppy

    Tiny Bust, Jordan Sommer   My mom made Manwiches the night I came out. It was a coincidence, probably, and not because she contemplated the image of her fifteen-year-old son nuzzled between two other men when she was deciding what to make for dinner. Her cookbook had a little over seven entries, and three of them…

  • The Elder Law Attorney

    The Elder Law Attorney

    Overloading, Qintong Li     When the old man brought his payment in dimes and hard candies, she hesitated. Peering into his mackerel-blue eyes,   she suggested an installment plan. The firm’s policy was to collect up front. It was the nature of her business: taking   what little was left of her clients—like this man,…

  • Satin

    Satin

    Girlhood, Adira Bennett               Today, on an especially beautiful Saturday morning, you run through a list of errands. First grocery shopping, then laundromat, license renewal, and a gift for your sister’s birthday. It has been a long week, but it does not matter as you tend to live with a…

  • A Family

    A Family

    The Not-So Virgin Mary, Julia Broeker [Trigger Warning: Depictions of animal death] Cain             Somewhere in the suburban-rural divide of New York, a family of four moved into a small house offset from the rest of town next to a set of train tracks. When a freight train came by in the first night, the entire…

  • A Constellation is a Group of Stars That Forms a Pattern

    A Constellation is a Group of Stars That Forms a Pattern

    Still Air, Shareefah Pereira   Me           It was the summer between jump ropes and lip gloss and Dad was a rarity and a giant, often asleep during the day or loud in the night, often not around without much explanation at all, and Lex was busy taking care of the…

  • Appalachia Heartache

    Appalachia Heartache

    Suffocating Nature, Camelia Rojas     For a time I believed in the longevity of a dew-swept skyscape, how the sun-drop suspended itself over hazy blue hills like in my dream of catching fireflies on thistles, of cupping the laurel-webbed fragrance of orchards into a spoon, lilt and scatter, fingertips dripping with the memory of return,…

  • Somewhere in Mississippi

    Somewhere in Mississippi

    nuns still teach abstinence in school, written on the blackboard in thick block letters. “Kissing is bad, too,” they tell the sixth graders, who like neither themselves nor each other. On the first day of summer, the kids run nude through the sprinklers escaping heat and God, together. Somewhere, nuns fan themselves with pages from…

  • Virgin Heart

    Virgin Heart

    Beach, Jacob Roosa     I fear the swell and push of crowds; the incoherent chatter closing in from all sides. I fear looking up from my book and finding someone there or worse, someone won’t be there. I fear this fear will prevent our meeting.   I fear the day we meet. That it will…

  • Melting

    Melting

    Blue, Linnea Shurig       The car stops in front of the worn fence, headlights reaching for the little blue building that waits ahead. A sign flickers in the faint light of the window, the neon blue and red of ‘OPEN’ dancing on a wooden ice cream cone planted outside. I recognize the writing in…

  • Foxglove

    Foxglove

    Captive, Cynthia Lee            Esther watched as her mother poured gin into a martini glass. It was a morbid curiosity that fueled her, a morbid curiosity that pushed her gently on the back, urged her to examine this dark, mechanical dance. She focused hard on the glass bottle perched on the antique…

  • Numbers

    Numbers

    Lost Time, Erica Lee   2697815320.                I dialed it one day in late October, waiting for her to answer, the croaky “Hello” crackling through the receiver after a few dial tones. “The funeral was yesterday,” I said. “I played my flute during the service and Brendan turned my pages and it sounded good but I…

  • Reincarnation

    Reincarnation

    2, Julia Broeker   His parents hold him over             his brother’s grave, explain how he is his brother born again. It is the miracle             of rebirth, renaming, reclamation. The day of his birth the mother is taken in distress, gazing at her newborn             child. The mother has named the son in the guise…

  • Self-Portrait: Chinese American

    Self-Portrait: Chinese American

    Still Air, Shareefah Pereira     From the high plains of heaven rises the mighty Heaven Shining. The stretch of her cheeks comes ten red suns, and yet the three-legged crow – a mutation, an erection, and yet Robin Hood before bed – a white warrior, and yet bibles on bedsides mute the generations. I stuff…

  • Jumping Fences

    Jumping Fences

    Fruit Basket Part II, Jordan Sommer     Five white, shiny, naked behinds streaked from the barbed wire fence where their clothes hung to the murky tank fifty feet away. The light from the moon made the dingy water seem smooth and glassy. It was a nearly perfectly rounded body of water surrounded by a soft…

  • Hourglass

    Hourglass

    Lettuce Hug, Christina Guzman     Burt Landers was an old curmudgeon who lived in a run down, Victorian style home, in the middle of a crowded, run down, urban neighborhood. He was born a cranky old man, a trait made worse from aging. I swear his first word must have been “GetoffmylawnYAHdamnkids!” I should know…