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god for me
Untitled, Julia Sub is the way my grandfather thinks about jesus believes until it’s just called knowing like science or directions his hands are hard as stone when water hits them in the sink washing some ceramic birds my grandmother left him what i believe is he believes in god and…
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Hicksville
October, Sophie Treppendahl An hour west toward the beginning of Long Island we drive to a party in Hicksville. We pass a series of one-story houses. Airplanes, coming or going, chase the birds from the sky. A blue hydrangea blocks the back porch, where the hosts are wide-eyed on coke and their mother…
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Actually, I’m Jewish
Universale, Isabel Schneider Actually, I’m Jewish. It’s a phrase I’m used to saying, for one reason or another. What are you doing for Christmas? Actually, I’m Jewish. (Subtext: going to a Chinese restaurant.) Why are you dressed in a suit and walking away from class on the first day of the quarter? Actually, I’m Jewish.…
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A National Tragedy
Amalfi Coast, Eliza Delaney On the day the sky wept blood over Texas we stood together a little apart Bad posture against chalky aluminum fence, braids pulled tight and neat beneath the sometimes Clear and lying blue infinity. She turned to me, nonchalant with a whoosh of plaid skirt and a…
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The Mackenzie Walrus
Tod’s Point Sunset, Alexandra Metter [Trigger Warning: Depictions of Death] Brian’s snore raked through Eleanor’s ears. His nasal strip and her earplugs had failed her again and she was up, smothering a pillow over her face. No remedy ever worked a permanent miracle. No food after seven p.m. only kept their cholesterol down, but throwing…
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Tear-Jerker Monodrama
Bed of Puzzles, Kathleen McIntyre [Trigger Warning: Depictions of Death] My mom is dying. We are in her hospital room. It is 2 am or 4 am. It smells like hand sanitizer. There are watercolors of cows on the walls. Mom was in a terrifying car accident and has cancer. She is wrapped in hospital…
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I Was 5’4″ and Seventeen
Untitled, Rachel Adler But I shrank two inches about a month ago. It was the day my mother’s fiancé and his son moved in, and since that day I shrink like it’s a nervous habit. Like biting my nails except nothing like biting my nails. Or maybe it’s less like a nervous habit…
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Nocturnal: A Series of Haiku
Sheets No. 1, Kory Gabriel I. She is Becoming something nocturnal. Watch as she teethes on moondark. She is going, gone. II. I Hear behind the treehouse: the coyote’s aria, touched by the moonlight. III. I Told Her to Leave but her hands were like night…
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Family Values
Roof Monks, Zoe Weingarten [Trigger Warning: Graphic Depictions of Violence; Domestic Violence] My oldest brother is named Levi, but he goes by “Tray” when he’s selling drugs. The alias occurred to him when he was high on meth and our brother Silas, in a similar state, put a cigarette out on his arm. Levi’s only response…
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Nail Polish
Afterparty 2, Mandi Vivacqua His nails weren’t coral but candy cane red cadillac and dark—satin lining of my mother’s purse, brains of a crushed watermelon or even the latex guts splashed over the rocks in Tremors after Kevin Bacon tricks the worm monster into falling off a cliff. I’d never seen a boy with nails like that…